Tired. :)

I've started getting more tired lately. Good. I've been nauseas the past few days. Good. And BTW, heat is bad for me when it comes to that. :) I like having the symptoms. It gives me hope. I'm scared to death of Monday. I'm hopeful and excited, but I'm also scared to death. I'm afraid that my little one didn't make it. I thought I was nervous and analyzing everything after transfer. This is worse. Knowing I'm pg but that it could end at any moment and I have no idea... it needs to be Monday.